i haven't been on here for ten days... i just don't have much to say. Well, for one i'm glad that laura and kali came over last weekend. i finally had some one to hang out with after like a month. I kinda just want to hang out with katie because sometimes it feels like she's slipping away and of course she moved so it's expected. Sometimes it just feels like my online friends are more there for me. probably because i talk to them everyday haha.
the other day i was laying in bed with my mom and just talking; some thing we often do not do because everyone ends in an argument. Well, she try to put ideas into my head about a certain some one and i don't really want to go back to that place where i'm pining over him again. So, i don't know, it's just weird. He's just my best friend and everything seems like they're going good.
I'm kinda really heavy hearted because rusty is getting really old. i love my dog and he is just that kinda loveable big lug that only wants to cuddle, lucky isn't like that. But watching rusty slow down with age is depressing and it makes me realize that i love him a lot more than i thought i did, it's just so heart breaking. i think i'm just gonna go downstairs and give him a long hug.
have you ever really just danced on the edge? just hold my hand and jump.
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