To day is New years eve and i am currently sitting on my couch watching (500) Days of Summer again with my little sister. I'm feeling kind of heavy hearted since this is the first new year's i've spent with out friends since i've been like ten. It feels pathetic but alas, i'm in isolation so it's "all for my better". I think it would be appropriate to review this past hectic year. I dealt with the diagnoses with my diseases: PNH/Aplastic Anemia. I matured, and though i have lost a lot i've gained with knowledge. I starting to drift apart from on of my close friends, later on in this year it would end badly in a very petty fight. My best friend's parents were getting divorced and she would not live up the street from me anymore. I had a bone marrow transplant to cure me. Which, would leave me isolation. I think that in this isolation period i've lost a lot of friends and i'm not so sure where I'm going to go from here. Oh, i told my best guy friend i had a HUGE crush on him and he didn't feel the same, but we are still best friends. i lost my hair to chemo. Yes, i do realize most that has happened is negative, but in all the has happened i have found light in my life and this is where i can pick up the pieces and start over.
To the new year: may 2010 be the best to come.
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